God looked around His garden and found an empty place. He then looked down upon His earth and saw your loving face. He put His arms around you and lifted you to rest. His garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering. He knew you were in pain and knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw your path was difficult, He closed you tired eyes, He whispered to you, "Peace be Thine" and gave you wings to fly. When he saw you sleeping so calm and free of pain, we would not wish you back to earth to suffer once again. You have left us precious memories, your love will be our guide, you live on through your children, you are always by your side. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone. For part of us went with you on the day God called you home.In loving memories of my
beloved aunt.
May you rest in peace...
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Gue baru ngeh, ternyata ai gue seumuran persis sama MJ...and passed away pretty much on the same time...and MJ perhaps is the King of Pop...but ai gue dulu 'bunga' dari satu Jalan di komplek perumahannya - meaning, she was the
most beautiful cewe2 yang tinggal di daerah jaman bahela. Kata mami sih..dulu dia paling banyak yang ngejarrrr. HAHAHA. Dulu ai pernah married sama suaminya yang pertama yang lumayan berada...tapi karena ai gue orangnya hardworking sekali and lumayan ambisius, she didn't like the fact of being a housewife...and things happens..they broke it off...and she married my uncle now...huhu...and still life doesn't treat her that well..she worked he a$$off to live her family...and sucked up to the life of my cousin...ko kiki...who was a drug addict and passed away pretty much 9 years ago...Engkong died 10 years ago exactly on the same month...25 July 1999...and here she is...passed away on the 29th July...I must say...mungkin engkong sama ko Kiki kangen bgt sama ai...so they called her in..lol mom laughed at this thought...koko said...ai must've done enough for God to call her so early..."You've done your job, Lily...You've satisfied me..."...Dede masih bilang.."So ciiii...is ai really really dead? so, whenever we go to cici Ricca's house, there will be no more ai? So who's gonna call us on the weekend?" and yes, she wont be there. Gue inget banget dulu jaman2 high school...we always visited her place to eat, ngobrol2, catch up2...and she was so lively..full of vitality and full of immenseful ideas thats empowers us...she always be the one who calm the storms in the family too...dulu gue inget mami pernah berantem sama kuku gue yang menyebalkan itu...and she was the one that says..."udah, enough. yang mudaan ngalah" and i was like...(ga salah tuh??) but its a wise thing to do...and she was the one who set her first feet in Sydney...without her willpower to live off in this place...we would never be here...
Wednesday night...during viewing...ci Ricca and mom's eulogy focused on how her sickness took her away...Ci Ricca was crying when she said that she was at her mom side actually apologising for EVERYTHING that she has done wrong and that she wont be able to repay for everything for all of the sacrifices as a mother...mom cried when she talked on how ai was saying..."yung, gue ga tahan lagi yung...badan gue sakittttttt semuaaaa..." It was all so sad...but all I could remember from her was her last note..."evi...tinggal elu nih yang belom punya cowo...cari yang mau kamu apa adanya kamu...ga usah liat yang lain2" and the smile on her face...her sharp edging tone everytime dia marah2 "rambut di apain kek...baju bagusan dong..." and the fact that she was one of the most inspiring and moving character. One of the bravest person I've ever met.
Have a wonderful journey, my beloved ai...til' we meet again. Have fun meeting engkong and ko kiki again..I'm so sure they'll be more excited than ever..."ha? ly? ngapain lu disiniii?" haha I can imagine engkong would say that when he meets her...hehehehe.
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Office is quite quiet today...
Mel is away sick...
Adrian is away on leave. It's funny how quiet it is...I kinda miss my manager...I've been spending quite a lot of time with him for the past few weeks or so...and really I'm so gonna miss him til the 20th...aahh. I want him back. He's my 'second' momdad afterall. LOL.
Jay Chou's concert is tonight - don't know what to expect..
.and i'm still thinking...what a
LIFE...too short to waste your time.
